For the most part, I share photos here. Photos with a few words. Today, I think it will be more words and less photos. Maybe I will be sharing more of my heart now. Maybe it will help me.

My life changed recently. In a big way. My relationship ended. He's someone I still care deeply about. I miss him. I might always miss him. I might always love him. I think that's ok. 

Right now, I'm taking it one day at a time. Sometimes, just one moment at a time. I'm trying to heal. Trying to find myself again. My creativity is gone right now. I don't even want to take photos. I know I should force myself back out there, but part of me thinks I should just let myself heal however my body and mind feels is right. 

This is a journey I have to do on my own. I need to start over. Breathe. Relax. Learn. Grow. Let go. The last one will be the most difficult. I am honestly not sure how to let go of the man I am so deeply in love with. I have nothing bad to say about him. He was and is a wonderful man. 

Sometimes even the best things have to end.
I hope he finds his happiness.